If you can't picture an apple when you close your eyes, this explains everything about your productivity struggles.
I was 37, sitting at my computer feeling like a complete failure. Again.
I'd just bombed another Tony Robbins exercise. Another visualization meditation where I was supposed to "see my future self" and got... nothing. Just darkness. Same shit that had been happening for years with self-hypnosis, vision boards, NLP programs - you name it, I'd tried it.
So I typed into Google: "how to improve visualization."
That's when I found out most people can actually SEE things in their mind. Like, literally see them. Pictures. Movies. Clear as day.
What the fuck?
Here's what nobody tells you about productivity advice: every single method assumes you can do something that 5% of people literally cannot do.
Every guru who tells you to "picture your success."
Every coach who says "visualize the outcome."
Every productivity system that starts with "imagine your ideal day."
They're all using the same broken instruction manual - one that requires a mental faculty you might not have.
It's called aphantasia.
The inability to create mental imagery.
And if you have it, every piece of traditional success advice has been systematically excluding you without anyone realizing it.
Your brain has a risk management system that evaluates every decision before letting you act. For most people, this system gets satisfied through mental previews - they "see" themselves succeeding, visualize overcoming obstacles, mentally rehearse the path forward.
When you can't visualize, your risk manager gets a blank file. No preview available. Insufficient data. Action denied.
That's why you get stuck in analysis paralysis despite having all the information you need. That's why you overthink everything. That's why motivation doesn't stick. Your brain is running a process with a critical step missing, creating an error loop that shows up as procrastination, energy crashes, and the devastating belief that something is fundamentally wrong with you.
But here's the truth: You're not broken. You're not lazy. You're not afraid of success.
You were using the wrong instruction manual for your brain.
I'm angry about this. And you should be too.
For decades, an entire industry has been built on language that excludes non-visual minds.
"Dream big."
"Picture the future."
"Have a vision of success."
"Follow the vision."
"Start with the end in mind"
"Imagine yourself.."
All that language is to our detriment.
All that language does not consider our minds.
Schools didn't include us - they didn't know. Gurus didn't include us - they didn't know. The term "aphantasia" wasn't even coined until 2015. Millions of analytical minds have been punishing themselves for failing at methods that were never designed for them.
This is almost an US against THEM situation.
But instead of getting bitter, we're getting better tools.
When I discovered I had aphantasia and SDAM (severely deficient autobiographical memory), it didn't just explain my failures. It explained my strengths too.
When I found my flow, I was incredibly productive. The problem wasn't my capability - it was activation. Getting started. Traditional methods assumed I could mentally rehearse success, visualize the outcome, get motivated by picturing the reward.
My brain doesn't work that way.
So I developed methods that do.
Physical activation instead of mental imagery. Energy through motion instead of imagination. Body-first triggers that bypass the risk manager entirely.
This isn't about overcoming aphantasia.
This is about leveraging it.
Your analytical mind - which traditional methods see as "overthinking" - becomes your navigation system when the missing step is finally provided. Your present-moment focus becomes an advantage when you're not trying to force future visualizations.
The entrepreneurs and founders I work with don't just get unstuck - they become productivity powerhouses who can ignore their unhelpful mind and keep pushing forward.
They discover that their action-taking and decision-making process isn't broken; it's just different. And different, when properly channeled, can be devastatingly effective.
The Revolution Starts Here
Every person who makes this transition proves something important: analytical minds with the right tools can outperform visual thinkers who've had every advantage.
You're not joining another productivity system.
You're becoming part of a quiet revolution of the 5% who've stopped apologizing for thinking differently and started dominating because of it.
This is about us impacting the world, one awakened non-visual mind at a time.
Different doesn't mean deficient. It just means we need different tools.